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Wednesday, April 20, 2011

... 3 idiots ...

tarikh:20 april 2011

hello2...ehh!ingt omputeh ker??hihihi..ampun ek korg...Assalamulaikum wahai hamba Allah SWT dan selamt malam knp yng bukan islam..(cm la ada org bukan islam nk bc ko pnye belog..=__="..eh..ada...sadeline..hihih)

korg pernah tak tgk citer 3 idiots nih???aku tgk 3 kali wehh!x jemu..seronok n kelako ada la..huhu..

sejak tahun2 baru nih kan citer hindustan sudah tidak seperti dahulu mse zaman Dato' Shah Rukh Khan, Salman Khan, Saif Alif Khan...hero2 br pon cm x besh..aku rse Hritrik Roshan hero last yang ak ske kot.huhuh...

3 idiots nih kan hero nye adalah Amir Khan..hihih..dah tua2 jd budak sekolah..comel jew mke die..hahhaa!!

aalaa..aku nak gak citer sinopsis kt korg..tp aku rse better korg tgk sendri...siyes besh!!ada part yang die sgt2 pandai..Amir Khan dlm citer tuh memang pandai..pandai sgt2...mse drjah 2 die boleh jwp soklan bdk darjah 5..gle kn??huhuh..sabo je la...

nih picture nye..besh woo..korg kalo yang tgh belajar kan..better la tgk..ak rse citer nih bg kesedaran la..huhuhu...aku yang x blaja pon leh terase..terase sbb knp la aku x pndai cm depa..huhuh..sabow jela..



Tuesday, April 19, 2011

... eraser and pencil ...


Pencil: I'm sorry

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry because you get hurt because of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.

Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad.


I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way, they get hurt, and become smaller / older, and eventually pass on. Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

All my life, I've been the pencil. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have.

This is to all the parents and children out there.


*i got this from my fwen at work..

Monday, April 18, 2011

... cinta itu memang indah ...

tarikh: 18/4/2011

siapa setuju tajuk saya pilihan anda sila angkat tangan macam saya...hihihih~~

seronok kan pada korang yang ada BF...hahhaha...sumpah..aku cemburu...dan tunang..kalau suami tu aku tidak lah cemburu sangat..sebab aku belum kahwin..hihihi...

setiap hari aku dengar orang bercerita pasal BF (boipren) dorang...cemburu..sebab aku tiada semua itu...

nak kata aku tiada orang sayang..ada...cuma..aku sendiri menolak cinta dia..dengan kata..aku tidak mahu couple dengan sapa-sapa...kecuali tunang aku atau suami aku..

dulu...masa aku STPM...BFF aku selalu cerita pasal BF dia..aku hanya mampu mendengar..sebab masa itu aku da masalah dengan ex-BF aku...so aku mendiamkan diri sahaja..hanya aku menceritakan angan-angan aku ingin mengahwini farid kamil atau fahrin ahmad...semua itu adalh untuk aku terus setia...

tengah-tengah BFF aku bercerita..tiba-tiba sampuk seorang kawan aku berkata, "antara korang ber'empat..aku rasa yang kahwin dulu nanti pasti Kechik.."...dulu zaman sekolah aku dipanggil Kechik..dan aku terkejut dan tanya kenapa...dia jawap,"sebab aku tak pernah menceritakan pasal BF aku.."..aku hanya mampu senyum saja....

kahwin dulu???mungkin kalau tertiba ada seorang itu datang meminang aku tanpa berkata pada aku yang dia ingin mengahwini aku...kalau dia cakap sudah tentu aku cakap tidak mahu bukan??hihih~~

aku tidak tahu kenapa aku malang bila bab cinta...dan kenapa lah aku terlalu buta bila cinta depan mata tapi aku nampak di sebalik cinta depan mata...

apakah aku terlalu advance??atau terlalu yakin cinta sebalik depan mata jauh lebih indah...


aaa!sudah bermalam-malam aku tidur dengan air mata...sungguh penat aku sedemikian..seperti mahu terjun dalam air dan melemaskan diri...

tidak mengapalah..harap aku bersabar..harap aku bersabar..kerna Cinata itu datang dari Allah swt...pasti ada cinta milik aku..



Saturday, April 16, 2011

... you love me but ...

tarikh: 16/4/2011

One more kiss could be the best thing
Or one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And your not something I deserve

CHORUS
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
And I know what I'm going through

CHORUS
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go, let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside
I know, I know
But all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows, who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go

(you don't know)
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
(you don't know)
You love me but you don't know who I am

(you don't know)
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
(you don't know)
You love me but you don't know me


penyanyi asal: 3 doors down
tajuk lagu: let me go


... aku sudah pandai! ...

hari ini 16 April 2011

aku sudh terer la dgn lappy ak nih..ahhaa...cm2 aku nk tukar..sat lg mule la virus menyerang..oke!!!kne sediakn karpersky...huhhuhu...demi my baby nih...huhuh...

TTFN!

… numb …

ada banyak benda aku nak luahkan. Tapi aku takut aku tak kuat dengar kritikan orang. 1st im not a good mother. Dan takkan jadi yang terbaik....