... wedding: paid by groom or bride? ...

sejak semalam aku berborak dengan kawan aku pasal bajet perkahwinan.

 

ditanggung oleh lelaki 100% atau pihak perempuan 50%.

 

aku tak tahu macam mana semua ini. dan aku lupa nak tanya kakak2 aku pasal kes ini.

 

ada orang cakap kenduri macam makanan dan kemah lelaki bayar. tapi ada cakap parents bayar sebab nanti masa kenduri dapat duit hadiah semula.

 

how about photographer? make up? pelamin? door gift? wedding card?

 

semua itu macam mana?

 

ada orang cakap itu pihak perempuan sendiri bayar.

 

by right, it is true. tapi kalau belah lelaki tak ada sanding means tak ada pelamin tak kan lelaki bayar sedikit aje?

 

time ini lah mungkin akan ada komitmen antara groom and bride. kan?

 

entahlah. susah betul sebab bajet utk pelamin, gambo, kad, mekup, doorgift sume about rm10k. tak sampai rm10k la. tapi simpanan aku sendiri tak sampai rm3k. macam mana?

 

sakit kepala. any idea? please help me.

 

sudah 3 kali mengeluh nih. ahhaha! kursus kahwin sudah. when the wedding? tengok $$$!

 

TTFN!

…: Sindarela Story :…

... my life is not a fairy tales ...

> fairy tales <

i suppose my life is not like fairy tales which i keep dreaming of it.

fairy tales life is so perfect. especially their love story. i suppose mine not like it.

when i was a girl, i used to be dreaming a boy who love me because of me. then when i got it, i suppose im the lucky girl. but am i?

aku cepat putus asa bila bab cinta. aku tak pernah nak usaha untuk memperbaiki kisah cinta aku. aku biarkan. biarkan ia flow. just flow where the love wanna be end.

do i need to do something? i dont know. anything?

or just seat back and relax. maybe?

i guess love is not easy as you see. we have to do something. i mean. me. me?

no. i dont want to do anything. i just want to wait for my prince charming. yeay! i suppose to!
yeay! i want to! hell yeay! i will do like that!!

but, do i get married later? oh crap!!

TTFN!

... ikut hati atau minda ...

some person love to right use heart. but some person only use brain.

 

i mean hati dan akal memang susah nak bersatu kan? hati mahu lain dan minda mahu lain kan. so?

 

susah kot nak buat keputusan macam ni. cam love.

 

well. actually kita janganlah ikut omputeh sangat. ikut kata hati, ikut kata akal. better buat solat istikharah kan. tanya Tuhan. He knows everything!

 

tapi aku percayalahkan ramai manusia guna hati. cer bayangkan *ni guna akal k*. kalau kita sukakan roang tuh dan ada orang lain suka kita, kita ikut mana? orang yang kita suka kan?

 

tapi mesti pernah dengar kan, "kita patut pilih orang yang sayangkan kita. bukan kita sayang orang tuh."

 

kenapa quote ni popular? sebab orang yang sayangkan kita mestilah pandai jaga kita kan? well. kita pon pandai jaga orang apa. kalo ktia pandai makan hati. i suppose.

 

ape kurangnya kita terima orang yang sayangkan kita but we still hurt them? are these mean we are MEAN right?

 

well. bagi aku, as perempuan, kita terima lelaki yang sayangkan kita. bukan kita sayngkan die. well i guess. tapi kebanyakan perempuan zaman sekarang amik lelaki yang dia suka. hurmm. i think so. but most of them like that right?

 

example depan mata aku adalah aku. *tengok cermin*

 

ada dua orang suka aku. dua2 aku sayang cuma beza kawan atau more. well dua2 tak perfect but they perfect each other. i mean dorang tak lah buat aku perfect tapi when i need someone, one of them available and the other one unavailable.

 

you know what i mean.

 

actually dah lama aku tak menaip cam ni. or selalu? ahha! semua orang taip ikut hati dan minda opkos!

 

aku lapar sebenarnya. sekarang baru jam 12.20pm. i kena balik jam 1.10ptg lak. err.

 

oh! malam ni nak tido awal i suppose.

 

TTFN!

…: Sindarela Story :…

... monday bluess? ...

 

good morning my dearest human!!

 

well, every monday morning i felt like monday blues. i wonder why. last night i think i close my eyes at 11 o'clock but i wonder why i still sleepy and being bluess.

 

any idea what is wrong with me?

 

work? as usual. many. headache.

 

focus? haha! not.

 

love life? well. this morning i texted zj but he dont reply anything yet. from 8.30am until 11am. is this normal? because he usually call o texted me every morning.

 

just hope i got my bonus this year. and i can get engaged! yeayy!

 

oh! cuti panjang dari 24hb hingga 28hb. actually 25hb maybe i apply leave. if i want to go anywhere. i think so.

 

well. TTFN!

 

…: Sindarela Story :…

... stress with my work ...

totally YESS!! double YESS! triple YESS!

my bos such an harsh. he try to be a faster. number one. no matter what. he want to be a winner.

i'm no complaning about this all. it about my posible if i can do and dont.

sekurang-kurangnya dia ada cuti seminggu dan aku half day saja boleh??!!!

not fair right?

its okay. its fine. i will revenge with my wedding later.

oh! semalam aku tengok muvies. "Awkward" totally romantic and best! TOTALLY!!!!

its okay. i'll get use to it. well work is actually fun. right? fun but serious. i guess.

kalau kerja sini asyik mengumpat manager aje. cehh!! boring betul.

TTFN!

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